I AM SHY!!

Firstly let me apologise for not posting.
My O' levels is coming in like, 80 days!! OMG.
Therefore, I have banned myself from the computer on weekdays... Except Fridays.

Anyway, my mother recently told me that an old lady in church recognised my leadership potential.
She thought I was very... Strong and authoritative.
W-H-A-T-?

How am I not shy?
I've always thought that I was shy. And yes, I was unbearably shy a good few years back..
I'm not as shy now, but I always thought I was shy in comparison to the norm.
I used to be unable to talk to adults and guys.
Yeah, stupid phase.

So when I went back to school I asked all of my closer friends: AM I SHY?
Whadd'ya know, all of them said the same thing: YOU? SHY??
Ugh. =_= Some friends I have. They could've at least said it nicely.
They made it sound like I'm rude and rowdy.

Their argument on my not being shy:
   1. I hit them. (Playful, of course.)
   2. I tease them. (Playfully, of course.)
   3. I'm not afraid to express my opinion.
Well of course I'm not shy in front of friends. They're FRIENDS what do I have to be shy for?

My argument on my being shy:
   1. I don't talk to strangers. Or smile at them. Unless they caught my eye or they greet me first.
   2. Err. Good point.

Ok so I don't talk to strangers. I'm shy right?
=_=
Nvm I just made myself believe I'm not shy.
Lemme change the title:
I AM SHY!!  ...Maybe not.