I know it sounds melodramatic (I'm gonna look back at this post 10 years later and, hopefully, scoff), but it does feel like what my life adds up to is about to end. My results are....very worrying. I'm at the end of my road because unlike other people who has financial capabilities, I don't. I can't apply for scholarships with my results. I can't go overseas for University. My only option is to enter local U.
There is a very high chance of me not being able to enter local U. Or, even if I could, it would be some crappy course that I have completely no interest in.
But after A's... Freedom.
That's all my friends and I ever talk about this month. We would be walking on the streets, saying, hey, let's go shopping after A's or let's go cafe-hopping after A's or even let's go overseas after A's!
Instead of working towards the examinations, we are all working towards after the examinations.
Well, in the event that I really can't enroll in local U, I've already told my mum that I'll take a gap year (debit, of course). Maybe go backpacking, maybe do voluntary work... I'll see where it takes me.
So here I am, doing the 10-9 sit-in in the library, turning my butt to cold stone, in a room full of my enemies (hahaha) busy attacking one script after another and me... Typing away on my phone.
I should really get back to studying.
All the best!!
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