Dealing With Extreme Sadness

Hello again! Today I am feeling very hyper because I'm sad.

My Prelims ended yesterday, and we started getting back our papers today. I did really, really badly. The saddest thing is that I actually studied quite hard for this, and yet this is what I scored. It's depressing really. My confidence dropped to an all-time low, and so did my mood. It was bad until I wanted to cry. All those hard work for nothing.

Anyway, it was when I was feeling so depressed that I got hyper. This is like my own.. Mechanism of a sort.
I try to wipe away the sadness by being happy and laughing a lot, get it?
That's what I realised this afternoon. I get all hyper and crazy and keep laughing and all.
Well yes I'm weird but this is my way of dealing with stress. It's not a very healthy way, because I'm only trying to forget it, not deal with it.

Another of my sadness-relieve routine is to indulge in ice-creams or chocolates.
Basically, to comfort myself with food. Haha. Typical, huh.
Sadly, I'm having a very bad cough right now, so I couldn't eat ice-cream. T_T

Different people have different ways of dealing with depressing/disappointing situations, and I'm one of a kind because normal people just turn 'emo' and stop talking. They have this 'I'm depressed' aura around them.

Well, those two are just some examples for you all to think about.
Personally I don't find either way healthy, so I'm still searching for an even better way.
Wish me luck I still have maths papers. >_<

P.S: I've decided to add a few fun facts at the end of each post to spice things up a bit.


Fun facts:

- Smokers are twice as likely to develop lower back pain than non-smokers

- For every 230 cars made, 1 will be stolen.

- Ants do not sleep.

Deja Vu

This will be the first ever post I upload from my phone, so please excuse any misspellings.

Well I was wondering about the occurrences of Deja Vu. What do they mean, exactly?
Deja Vu is when you feel as though you've experienced an exact moment before, is it not?

I've watched this movie before that gave a very interesting and plausible explanation of Deja Vu. I've forgotten the name.. Haha.. =_=
The movie's theory is that Deju Vu is something that we of another time dimension have gone through before, that's why we get the "familiar" feeling of Deja Vu.
We have to make choices all the time, be it choosing our clothes or be it deciding on the food we eat. All these decisions will lead to our future. Meaning if we had made another choice, our future will change.
The movie says that there are many dimensions of time, and in each one we many different decisions and therefore have different futures.
So perhaps you're doing something and suddenly you get a sense of Deja Vu. According to the movie, the 'you' on the other dimension have already experienced the exact scene you were in, and therefore you feel Deja Vu.
Creepy, but cool.

I personally think that this is a very plausible theory. However, I do not believe in other dimensions.

My own theory is that we have dreamt of that exact scene before. It does happen, because I've experienced it twice before. I can only say twice because on other occasions I forget my dreams. Most of the time I forget if even dreamt.
I am a christian, and I believe in God. My theory is that God has sent me these dreams for a purpose. To tell me good news? To warn me? Well I don't know.

This is my own theory and I'm just sharing. I do realize that religion is a touchy subject, so don't be offended or anything this is just me.

The end!

I'm Bored

Nowadays is so boring. I have nothing to write about.

Hmm well I have quit facebook a little while back, but sometimes pop in for like 2 mins to see any interesting news...
So many game requests that I can't respond to.. >_<

And.. Well..
I have started this routine of waking up at 9am every day, have breakfast, then play DANCE CENTRAL, xbox kinect game. It's awesome. <3
Hip-hop dances mostly.

Oh and I invited Donkey to my house a few days ago to try it out.
So much fun! :D
Especially "I Know You Want Me" by Pitbull. The dance (spanish I think) consisted of a lot of Salsas which I absolutely cannot do. Haha. XD
Scored 0 for most of the Salsas, which seriously pulled down my average performance.
Oh btw, I'm no dancer. I just enjoy dancing...
If I were a dancer, the Salsas would've been no problem, obviously. XD

For "Pokerface", the dance required a lot of hip shaking.
Which my bro cannot do! Haha!
When he shakes his hips his knees move too so it's super awkward, like a swinging toothpick, cause he's that skinny.
I outright laughed at him. Hohoho.