Am I fat???
I know I've mentioned my weight a few times before. I'm not skinny. I'm fine with that. I don't wanna be a stick (uh, no offence to anyone). I'm of average weight for short ppl.
But recently, the name calling has been getting worse. Seriously, dear DAD and BRO???
My bro says I'm fat at least 3 times a day.
My DAD says I'm fat at least once a week.
WHAT THE HELL, DUDES.
Lemme tell you, being called FAT everyday is AWFUL. It hurts, alright?
Thanks to them, even I'm starting to think that I'm fat.
I'm 1.55m (yes that short), 44kg (doesn't change much) with a BMI of 18.3.
Sure I have a tummy.
I never really bothered about my weight. If I wanted to eat, I ate. If I didn't, I don't.
I don't lose weight cause I'm dieting. I lose weight when I lose my appetite.. Or if I run out of money.
Sigh... Girls (and guys..maybe) have it tough in today's stupid, commercialised society.
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Time Flies. We Can't.
I AM DEAD.
FREAKING DEAD.
For my MYE which starts on Monday. MONDAY!!!
GAHHHH.
I still have Economics and Biology which I haven't studied yet.
3 days left. So not enough. SO NOT.
Let's see where my time went, shall we?
First week: GP MYE and holiday lectures.
Second week: SLACK (for the most part) and study chemistry
Third week: Slack, study chem, welcome my cousin and grandma to sg
Fourth week: Go to Malaysia, then today.
For the record, I spent 1 week PLUS PLUS trying to understand chemistry (not like it's working) and ONE DAY to cram all my maths. And I can guarantee you that my maths will score better than my chemistry.
Because I suck at chem like that.
And then there're all the wonderful, wonderful newly-bought Blue Rays waiting, beckoning...
Temptation. Sigh..
Time flies, so fast. Sadly, we can't. We can't even hope to catch it.
FREAKING DEAD.
For my MYE which starts on Monday. MONDAY!!!
GAHHHH.
I still have Economics and Biology which I haven't studied yet.
3 days left. So not enough. SO NOT.
Let's see where my time went, shall we?
First week: GP MYE and holiday lectures.
Second week: SLACK (for the most part) and study chemistry
Third week: Slack, study chem, welcome my cousin and grandma to sg
Fourth week: Go to Malaysia, then today.
For the record, I spent 1 week PLUS PLUS trying to understand chemistry (not like it's working) and ONE DAY to cram all my maths. And I can guarantee you that my maths will score better than my chemistry.
Because I suck at chem like that.
And then there're all the wonderful, wonderful newly-bought Blue Rays waiting, beckoning...
Temptation. Sigh..
Time flies, so fast. Sadly, we can't. We can't even hope to catch it.
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Personality
Just came back from a visit to my grandmother.
On the way home, while in the elevator (with mirrors), my brother suddenly said, "you are the shortest among us."
Excluding the 2-year-old, of course.
And then my mother said," good thing you're not a guy!"
And then she backtracked and commented," actually, with your personality, you can be a guy."
WTH. =_=
There goes my shred of femininity.
On the way home, while in the elevator (with mirrors), my brother suddenly said, "you are the shortest among us."
Excluding the 2-year-old, of course.
And then my mother said," good thing you're not a guy!"
And then she backtracked and commented," actually, with your personality, you can be a guy."
WTH. =_=
There goes my shred of femininity.
Friday, June 8, 2012
Friends (With no inverted commas)
Well I was cleaning my room of junk today and I dug out all the cards that my friends gave me previously.. <3
Maybe it's just me, but I value cards more than gifts actually, unless, of course, the gift is handmade. It really isn't about the price, but the sentimental value gifts hold that make them so pleasing, isn't it?
It made me realise how fragile relationships actually are. How long did it take for us to know enough about each other to make cards personalised? And now how long did it take for us to drift apart?
It is ridiculous, actually, how easily bonds weaken and eventually break. This is why I say that the most important thing in any relationship is 'companionship'.
I don't know anything about the current them. They may know some of who I am, right now, because I blog about my life. But then again, they won't know the real me just by reading my posts. It's those details, the little actions that we do that defines us as individuals, as a person.
Sorry, I sound really psychologist-y right now. XD
I just started this post wanting to share my views and I don't really know where they're going.
I guess all I'm trying to say is, take the time to reach out for your friends often, for if you don't do it soon, they might not be there any longer.
Sentimental me signing out.
Maybe it's just me, but I value cards more than gifts actually, unless, of course, the gift is handmade. It really isn't about the price, but the sentimental value gifts hold that make them so pleasing, isn't it?
It made me realise how fragile relationships actually are. How long did it take for us to know enough about each other to make cards personalised? And now how long did it take for us to drift apart?
It is ridiculous, actually, how easily bonds weaken and eventually break. This is why I say that the most important thing in any relationship is 'companionship'.
I don't know anything about the current them. They may know some of who I am, right now, because I blog about my life. But then again, they won't know the real me just by reading my posts. It's those details, the little actions that we do that defines us as individuals, as a person.
Sorry, I sound really psychologist-y right now. XD
I just started this post wanting to share my views and I don't really know where they're going.
I guess all I'm trying to say is, take the time to reach out for your friends often, for if you don't do it soon, they might not be there any longer.
Sentimental me signing out.
Saturday, June 2, 2012
Personality Test- June 2012
As a reference to compare how much I have changed in just a few shorts months. One's surroundings can really shape one's personality.
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
I think that this is quite true actually. I like to act like someone I'm not because I think it's fun. I like to try new things. I'm hyperactive most of the time now (piggy as proof) because I don't get enough sleep. When people ask me what type of guy I like I always say, "I'll know it when I know it."
I am more emotional now I think, because I'm am so very stressed thanks to the whole friend-stealer episode and pw group stuff. I am emotionally frayed, which leads to instability.
People, no matter what, know who your true friends are. Sure, you will have conflicts. Sure they will do you wrong. But the difference between friends and true friends, is that true friends will always be there. I think that is the most important criteria in any relationship: companionship.
I'm glad my true self hasn't changed. :)
Friday, June 1, 2012
30 Random Facts About Me
What I wrote in.. June 2011..?
1. I'm a girl.
2. I think 16 is old.
3. I have short hair.
4. I'm hoping to grow that short hair.
5. I wear spectacles.
6. I hate spectacles.
7. I'm short.
8. I'm baby-faced.
9. I'm late most of the time.
10. I like surprises.
11. I'm dreading my birthday.
12. I'm in choir.
13. I hate most of my juniors.
14. I hate my secondary school.
15. I'm stingy.
16. I think I have too much fats.
17. But can't be bothered to do anything.
18. I like my hair quality
19. 'cause I spent a lot of effort on my hair.
20. I'm very good at persuading. ;D
21. I love music
22. but can't stand hard core rock
23. or too much techno.
24. I have played cello, violin, piano, guitar, drums before.
25. but only know the basics.
26. I am saving up to buy a new laptop.
27. My mother was a Taiwanese
28. but I'm a Singaporean.
29. I have only sibling
30. who is extremely annoying.
From http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
1. I'm a girl.
2. I think 16 is old.
3. I have short hair.
4. I'm hoping to grow that short hair.
5. I wear spectacles.
6. I hate spectacles.
7. I'm short.
8. I'm baby-faced.
9. I'm late most of the time.
10. I like surprises.
11. I'm dreading my birthday.
12. I'm in choir.
13. I hate most of my juniors.
14. I hate my secondary school.
15. I'm stingy.
16. I think I have too much fats.
17. But can't be bothered to do anything.
18. I like my hair quality
19. 'cause I spent a lot of effort on my hair.
20. I'm very good at persuading. ;D
21. I love music
22. but can't stand hard core rock
23. or too much techno.
24. I have played cello, violin, piano, guitar, drums before.
25. but only know the basics.
26. I am saving up to buy a new laptop.
27. My mother was a Taiwanese
28. but I'm a Singaporean.
29. I have only sibling
30. who is extremely annoying.
From http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Zombie Apocalypse?!
Humans are terrifying, horrifying, bizarre, monstrous beings. Or rather, we can be when under the wrong influence and/or choice.
Just this week alone I've heard of two cases of zombie-like behavior from the US.
1. Naked man chewed off homeless man's face
The victim lost 75% of his face, including an eye, lips, and both ears. The plastic surgeons have no idea how to fix his face because, well, they don't have much left to work with.
What's worse, the attacker was shot 6 times by the police before he dropped dead. SIX TIMES. What is he, a freaking zombie??
The authorities are currently attributing this incident to drugs. (Like we've never heard that before.)
They might as well add in "CRAZY MONSTER" on his biography.
2. University Student Murdered Roommate And Devoured Victim's Heart and Brain
WTH. That sicko. That pervert. What, animals not tasty enough for you??
As to why he committed that sick, inhumane act, no one knows. Perhaps he played too much zombie games. Perhaps he watched to much zombie movies. Either, I think he is an insane pervert with 0 human qualities and was so influenced by today's media that he started to believe in zombies.
And then he got curious.
Yeah, so that's just my theory. You'll be amazed at how easily brainwashed humans actually are.
Just this week alone I've heard of two cases of zombie-like behavior from the US.
1. Naked man chewed off homeless man's face
The victim lost 75% of his face, including an eye, lips, and both ears. The plastic surgeons have no idea how to fix his face because, well, they don't have much left to work with.
What's worse, the attacker was shot 6 times by the police before he dropped dead. SIX TIMES. What is he, a freaking zombie??
The authorities are currently attributing this incident to drugs. (Like we've never heard that before.)
They might as well add in "CRAZY MONSTER" on his biography.
2. University Student Murdered Roommate And Devoured Victim's Heart and Brain
WTH. That sicko. That pervert. What, animals not tasty enough for you??
As to why he committed that sick, inhumane act, no one knows. Perhaps he played too much zombie games. Perhaps he watched to much zombie movies. Either, I think he is an insane pervert with 0 human qualities and was so influenced by today's media that he started to believe in zombies.
And then he got curious.
Yeah, so that's just my theory. You'll be amazed at how easily brainwashed humans actually are.
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