Good & Bad Days

I was just thinking of what defines a 'good' or 'bad' day. These are just my opinions.

It is a good day if I...

..got along with my friends
..exceeded my expectations
..got praised
..slept early
..ate breakfast
..ate lunch
..ate dinner
..received a present
..made someone laugh
..made someone happy
..read a good book
..went out with my friends
..got something I really wanted for a long time
..made a lifelong realisation
..seeing my hard work pay off
..helped a stranger
..got a baby to smile/laugh
..had a productive day
..was appreciated.


It is a bad day if I...

..had PE
..didn't get along with my friends
..did something horrible
..failed at something
..got into a squabble
..didn't sleep
..forgot my friends' birthdays
..worked hard for naught
..skipped meals
..lost something
..got betrayed.


Food for thought: what are the things that you are taking for granted? Give thanks for them, because you never know when they'll be gone.

Babies

Babies are so cute. SO CUTE.

You could be having an extremely bad day, but then when you see a baby looking at you and laughing, you just melt and think, "today is a good day". (True story)

Babies are the epitome of everything innocent and pure, everything good, because they have not yet been corrupted by the evils of the world. SO FREAKING CUTE.

I was waiting for the bus at the bus stop in front of my school when I saw this baby. Then I waved at him and he SMILED at me and I MELTED. SO CUTE!! >_<

Then after a few minutes of this his grandfather noticed and TURNED THE PRAM TOWARDS ME. GAHHHHHHH. But then my bus came. )':

Happy day~

Weight Obsessed

I used to pride myself on being indifferent to my weight. I was happy with my weight, rather, I didn't bother enough to change my eating habits.

Just so you know, I'm not overweight or anything. I'm just not skinny.

And then this year, my Dad and bro suddenly became so concerned about my weight that they will repeatedly remind me to eat LESS because (quote) "you fat-fat already!".

What the hell is your problem dude? You two are my FAMILY. Why are you criticising me on my weight huh??

You know what the sad thing is? Even though I haven't gained a pound since the beginning of the year, my view of myself has totally changed. I think I'm FAT.

So you happy now? Want to see me starve? Want to see me skinny huh?

Thing is, no matter which person, no matter how tough you are, if you constantly hear criticism from your loved ones, it will hurt and hurt bad.

So damn you. Damn you critiques. Damn you haters. Damn you social media.

Being called fat hurts, no matter your actual weight.

Stressed Out

You know what? I really should have just thrown away any thought of going into Uni and pack my bags and enter a poly instead. I am dying in JC.

It's not like I have any chances of entering Uni now anyway. Heck, I can't even get promoted.

Never in my life have I gotten such bad results. Out of my 5 subjects, I've only passed ONE.
And that's GP (surprisingly).

But that's just a stroke of luck anyway. I had a bunch of BODs (benefit of doubt) points so if I deducted them I may have just barely passed my GP. While this is good enough to get promoted, it isn't enough to get into a uni.

From last year's stats, you need at least straight B's to even get into the most unpopular classes in any Sg uni.
My family is financially incapable of sending me overseas to study (oh sure, they'll borrow for my sake, but I don't want that). It's pretty much all or nothing for me.

I totally regret getting enrolled in my current JC. I hate their teaching system. It's just that-- systematic. I cannot do systematic. It is generally easy to score in my schl; you just have to spend a heck lot of time memorising everything.

I can't do that. I have a super short attention span. I can't memorise things word-for-word. I'll go crazy.
Maybe that's why my better subjects are Maths and GP (Eng), because you can't score by memorising. There is nothing to memorise.

Add Project Work into my list of stress. I think the teacher secretly hates me. She rejects everything I do. Is a problem that I'm bad at finding good information???
Note to self: enter a career with little association to online research.

Ok I'm ending my rant. It's so depressing to see the unfavorable results even though you put in so much. I admit to not giving my 100%, but I can honestly say that I have studied even harder than I did for my 'O' Levels.

I hate JC. These were supposed to be the best 2 years of my life.

Crazies

People are crazy. Sickeningly crazy. This guy married a mannequin.
Why? Cause he said, "No arguing, no screaming, no complaining."

THIS CRAZY OLD DUDE HAS NO SOCIAL SKILLS.

Warning: May make you sick.

Crazies.

Laughter & Hiccups

So I was wondering.. What defines the sound of a person's laughter?
I'm the type that holds it in so when I laugh really really hard you can't hear anything. It's not good for my health, I know, but it's kinda an involuntary reaction.

When I'm laughing I MIGHT go "Hahahaha!"
When I chuckle I go, "Huhuhuhuh.." (Looks silly I know.)

My brother laughs "Heeheeheehee!"
He chuckles "heeheeheehee!"
He laughs big "HEEHEEHEEHEE!"

LOL! XD
I realised that just now when he was watching tv.

I think the sound of our laughter is determined by partly our personality and partly the physical structure of our throats (larynx).. You don't usually see a quiet person laughing loudly or a outspoken person laughing softly.. Or maybe that's just stereotype. Huh.

ANYWAY!
Today, in the middle of maths class, I suddenly had the hiccups.
While my bottle was poised at my mouth, almost taking a sip, the teacher just went and called me to answer her question.
Erm, hello, hiccups? Almost drinking water?

I was shocked that she decided to call me. Who does that to a person hiccuping anyway?

Most short-lived case of hiccups ever. LOL.

Bye bye~

Internet Browser Cartoons

Something interesting.

Poor Internet Explorer lol.

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